| Well here I am 7 months pregnant with a kitty named Sarah on my lap in Steveo's living room... Who knew life would be so different so fast.... Thank god for supportive parents. |
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| Well, whats been going on in Lynny Land?
Miles is gone. I dont talk to him at all anymore. He wont return my texts so whatever. He ended up being a fake lying asshole thats only after sex anyway, like every other guy.. except one
Steveo.. Hes been so amazing these past few weeks and I missed him so much while I was in Oregon. He treats me so well and he says he will try to not let it change ever. I wonder if thats possible, I wonder if it will happen. I just dont know. I like him a lot.. he loves me. I'm just not sure what to think or what to believe
Robert.. he changed my life forever. He took my ability to trust and to love. He stole it. He ruined me and I need to fix myself. I'm so scared to let anyone in and to start another relationship, Im so scared.
I keep lying to people too.. lying about stuff because I know they cant handle it and dont need to know.. I just want it to end sometimes, you know? I just wish things would lighten up.
I keep losing sight of my dream. I want to teach. I feel like I'm so far from the classroom. I worked so hard only to have a ton of credits not transfer so now I have to take summer school so I can be on time. I dont want to be in school for 10 years thank you very much..
I'll get through this. I just need to time.. I just wish it would go by faster..
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| I got accepted YAYAYAYAY I'm going to KU!!! I can't wait. Now all I have to do is figure out my living situation and MONEY.. ugh i hate money
LALA I'm pretty happy right now :)
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| I met a boy..
He's fantastic :)
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